Finding out who I am and what I wanted to do now is a little late as my youthful energy seems to diminish each day. I recognize the tiresome in my body but I still think I'm aging gracefully. I try harder in taking care of my health by eating well balanced meals and taking my vitamins.
Life has not been easy for me, and living with a worn out body isn't all that fun either! However, I have learned a value lesson as I grow older and that is: no time to feel sorry for myself anymore as I have done all the "pity-patty" already in my youth.
I can now pick up and move on without hesitation or tormenting thoughts. The bad experiences in my youth still taunted at times, which I hardly ever thought of. They just came, reminded me, and left me hanging for a while.
In a way, I think I'm mourning my wasted younger years as so much of those years were spent looking to fit in, or getting accepted in society, and finding my place on this earth. Then again, it is what made who I am today, and it is a good thing after all.
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(Listed in Mixed Memories Series)