I have relatives that made plain lie accusations against me to another, and counted everything they did for me, even though the occasions were rare compared to what I did for them. The result was formed on behalf of my poor circumstances, and my physicality.
Keeping track of what I did for others was not my priority, but these snobbish people sure count everything to the bones. The bother thing to me was that the receiving end who heard these allegations believed them and then turned around to question me. I dislike justifying myself, or dug up what I have done for them in my defense.
I have never found the need to belittle another human being, nor have the desire to think that I'm above them. This earthy life is temporary, and so are the possessions in it. Things could change in a matter of second! You could sit on top of the world one day and down in the gutter the next. Thus, to make oneself feels superior, luckier, and pretentious is beyond me.
I came to realize that I react more with compassion and my heart than my mind. I don't calculate my steps or question other people's intention. When someone asked me to join them, I would do it if I had no other obligations. I don't sit there and analyze their thinking, or their purpose. Their view, however, was that I depend on them, and that they had to do everything for me.
It is ostentatious to trap or treat people this way. Why bother to ask if the intention of spending time together was not there, but to talk bad later? Why victimize others for the sole reason of self-important? To feel superior, lucky and rich must worth what they think of themselves! It is all pompous, just pompous...
Thanks for READING!
(Listed in Mixed Memories Series)